Why can't a girl pursue her dreams?

I get so much support
Only to be let down in the end.
To put it into other words...false encouragement.
Dear sister, where do you stand?
I open my room to you
Only then to hear you say that my dreams are inconsiderate.
It stings me to think that when our parents said the same thing,
You were there to support me.
I get so much support
Only to be let down in the end.
To put it into other words...false encouragement.
I know i must overcome obstacles..
It's just tiring to know that the supporters I thought I once had
Dwindle away.

Fish with prosthetic wings??

I don't think so. You can't force a fish to fly - it just doesn't make sense.
Is it wrong to do your best in what you really want to do? absolutely not.
Then why is it that my loving parents are keeping me from doing so. I'm receiving waaay too much love from them I guess...

Say hi what the heck.

It sucks that midgets are taking over the world.
It sucks that the losers are deemed winners.
It stinks that your loved ones started to not care for you.
My heart can be broken - it's mending as we speak of it...why hurt me now?
How can your frkn *5#@! go to }[{ when you had me here with open arms and an open heart?
Ugh. I just got out of it, i'm angry.
Can anyone help me? I am lost and lonely.
Before I am 3497234hfd8fh I am me. Before you are the 234u2394defa asdj93f, you are you.
I had viewed it as that.
I guess I go unnoticed and waste away..because of FUCKING YOU.
A mere digital picture does not do justice, but you are only human, you only see.
Piece of shit - you only see. Have you forgotten your other 4 senses?
I am towered by my 12 successor.
Daul Kim, you seem so friendly right now.
Why hadn't God given us the chances to buoy one another...
I wither away and plump* away. I wish it was opposite.
Daul Kim, why don't you answer?
Can I join you?
I am lethargic right now...bleh.
I am dying right now...hmm.
I am aching right now. OBVI.
Fuck you. And you, midget.
Calm the shit down. What was up with you?
I did it and it took just so long - you are the guy.
Freakn' even if you aren't one act like you are using that title.
I am tiring right now...Good night 'till 5:00 A.M.

say hi to hardships

You know that you've cried a shit crap load when you're best water proof mascara came off.

Comparison

Is inevitable - good or bad, it all depends on how one views the term as.

Speaking of comparison...here's a comparison to my once long hair!

Whoooo! You can't see the style since it's "quaffed" back at that moment lol - my cut is Jessica Alba's lob. It was between her cut and Emma Watson's a la Emma Watson 2010 MET Ball. The one thought that came across my mind when my hair was chopped off...
I won't be able to cover up my pitters anymore :( !

a lovely sunday

darn...my shift key doesn't work - that's going to bother me. my 'a' key doesn't work as well. i have to copy and paste it. blah.
this post will sure seem limited to concise sentences.
i saw a very close friend of mine today - she just came back from a two week mission trip. we were only able to talk for a few minutes, but as always, our convos bring me fond memories. in our convo, she mentioned that i looked different. i looked more mature and my face got skinnier. OKaY, about my face getting skinner, THaT I NEED TO RELUCTaNTLY DISaGREE TO (eh i didn't have a shift key so i gave caps a try lol). hey, if my face looks skinner than kudos to me lol. but the sad thing is i didn't exercise and work for it. boohoo.

i'm going to continue this post later

Yay, I'm on my computer (before I was on my laptop) - now I can type comfortably.


So my friend also mentioned that I looked mature. Now I know most people around my age wish to hear that and they even put in effort to hear such a thing. Call me weird, but I don't know how to react when I hear that comment. I like the term "mature" - it fits my personality. But doesn't that term indirectly & unintentionally imply that I look old -_-. lol. What are you're thoughts...who ever? 
This post is continued from yesterday, so that means I don't have my long hair anymore! :O 
Yes...I cut it.

Okay just putting this out there...

I shared with him my dream...


     He told me it'll never happen.
 
           My mind took in what he said,

               But my heart said FUCK YOU.