There's a reason and all I'm asking is for an open ear and heart.

I've been lying to myself all through high school and stumbled upon that field in middle school. I can't believe that I'll be the exact same and getting worse in college at this rate.

I feel like a part of me, died. I feel like who I am, is getting lost to find a place to die - just like a dog finding it's own grave.

Help me.

I keep on calling for you Daul.