Friday, September 23, 2011

Say hi what the heck.

It sucks that midgets are taking over the world.
It sucks that the losers are deemed winners.
It stinks that your loved ones started to not care for you.
My heart can be broken - it's mending as we speak of it...why hurt me now?
How can your frkn *5#@! go to }[{ when you had me here with open arms and an open heart?
Ugh. I just got out of it, i'm angry.
Can anyone help me? I am lost and lonely.
Before I am 3497234hfd8fh I am me. Before you are the 234u2394defa asdj93f, you are you.
I had viewed it as that.
I guess I go unnoticed and waste away..because of FUCKING YOU.
A mere digital picture does not do justice, but you are only human, you only see.
Piece of shit - you only see. Have you forgotten your other 4 senses?
I am towered by my 12 successor.
Daul Kim, you seem so friendly right now.
Why hadn't God given us the chances to buoy one another...
I wither away and plump* away. I wish it was opposite.
Daul Kim, why don't you answer?
Can I join you?
I am lethargic right now...bleh.
I am dying right now...hmm.
I am aching right now. OBVI.
Fuck you. And you, midget.
Calm the shit down. What was up with you?
I did it and it took just so long - you are the guy.
Freakn' even if you aren't one act like you are using that title.
I am tiring right now...Good night 'till 5:00 A.M.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

say hi to hardships

You know that you've cried a shit crap load when you're best water proof mascara came off.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Comparison

Is inevitable - good or bad, it all depends on how one views the term as.

Speaking of comparison...here's a comparison to my once long hair!

Whoooo! You can't see the style since it's "quaffed" back at that moment lol - my cut is Jessica Alba's lob. It was between her cut and Emma Watson's a la Emma Watson 2010 MET Ball. The one thought that came across my mind when my hair was chopped off...
I won't be able to cover up my pitters anymore :( !


Monday, August 8, 2011

a lovely sunday



darn...my shift key doesn't work - that's going to bother me. my 'a' key doesn't work as well. i have to copy and paste it. blah.
this post will sure seem limited to concise sentences.
i saw a very close friend of mine today - she just came back from a two week mission trip. we were only able to talk for a few minutes, but as always, our convos bring me fond memories. in our convo, she mentioned that i looked different. i looked more mature and my face got skinnier. OKaY, about my face getting skinner, THaT I NEED TO RELUCTaNTLY DISaGREE TO (eh i didn't have a shift key so i gave caps a try lol). hey, if my face looks skinner than kudos to me lol. but the sad thing is i didn't exercise and work for it. boohoo.

i'm going to continue this post later

Yay, I'm on my computer (before I was on my laptop) - now I can type comfortably.


So my friend also mentioned that I looked mature. Now I know most people around my age wish to hear that and they even put in effort to hear such a thing. Call me weird, but I don't know how to react when I hear that comment. I like the term "mature" - it fits my personality. But doesn't that term indirectly & unintentionally imply that I look old -_-. lol. What are you're thoughts...who ever? 
This post is continued from yesterday, so that means I don't have my long hair anymore! :O 
Yes...I cut it.



Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Okay just putting this out there...





I shared with him my dream...


     He told me it'll never happen.
 
           My mind took in what he said,

               But my heart said FUCK YOU.
 

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Hollywood Bowl!

I will report when i get back! :D

I'm back! ; D
I've never been to Hollywood Bowl or a real concert my entire life so far :/ From the very first time I saw it on t.v. I've always wanted to go and see the Korean performers. Finally crossed one thing off my bucket list! I will provide visual images soon. I just came home @ 1:11 xP , but I wanted to write :)...somewhat. Ha ha. I went to appreciate the performers, the songs, the coexistence of two countries through the single 'language' of music. SO! dressing up wasn't really in my checklist ; ) But I guess some girls thought they could like look hot and catch the eyes of the decent U-Kiss group by caking makeup and wearing 10 in. heels xD. Hmm OH WELL I guess I missed the 'hooker' memo. Ah! btw two rows up front from where I was sitting were these drunk girls who yelled "OPPAAA!" (Something I ALWAYS saw on t.v. where fanatic fans yelled  for their desired male singers...Now I finally heard it in real life!) Ha ha I know it's pointless...but remember I've always seen Hollywood Bowl on t.v. and never been to a concert! >:)
AH! I HAVE TO INCLUDE THIS IN! There were awesome fireworks in the end, but at the last minute or so a bit of wind picked up. So when finally everything was over and the audience was walking out, a palm tree was on FIRE! :O Just as quickly it was catching on fire, the firefighters came :)
Woohoo! Signing off here, gotta wash up. Hope everyone had a good saturday and a fun time for those who went to Hollywood Bowl 2011 as well!!!!! 
Gd NIGHT!

Friday, April 8, 2011

it's fashion, not just clothesss

I wore the cutest outfit (very American Eagle inspired) with this hairstyle. I remember last year was when I went through a revolution of hairstyles. Not so much now. It's either long and loose or slicked up into a bun. Boring. It's awkward writing a blog for what was suppose to be yesterday's post..so I'll keep it short (in terms of getting into it). Speaking of short, I plan to cut my hair :O Not a shocker, I literally am a hair chameleon. So I'm able to post a pic of my hairstyle, but not my outfit : / It's yes, dare I say the term...complicated. If you will, it's illustratively explained from my post, I Love You . I'm currently thinking of more efficient ways to display my outfit of the day? Anywhoooo, it's fashion, not just clothes! ; )